At the beginning of the year, I was feeling pretty optimistic about my future. I felt like I had gotten over my frustrations with myself from a few years back, that I liked myself and that I could be attractive to women that I was attracted to. I knew that in order to be confident and assertive, all I had to do was to be social every day, and that dating would come naturally. For the most part, things were working well, but then March hit, and we were supposed to keep our distance from others, and so just like that, all my plans disappeared, and I'm left alone, and I can't help but feel that it's all my own fault that I can't follow through with plans on getting a girlfriend. I don't expect anyone to read this, but writing helps.
